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extensive beauty routines all come down to about 15 minutes onstage. 15 minutes.. that are yours forever.

I have competed a long time, but I am a newbie to the IFBB. And this federation is certainly next level!

Oddly enough the gym is the only place I feel strong and fully functioning.

I wake up almost every night hungry as hell. I am sure that I am delirious for the majority of my day. It's quite a funny experience actually being so lean and dieting.

I have competed before, many times, and I know that at the end of the day everything will be alright and the things that actually matter in my world will.

I am not competing to win a pro card. I am competing because I love it. I am competing because I want to see how good I can get.

I am increasingly social and am trying to schedule in more and more, then realising that I have less and less time to play with. I know I need to stop taking on so much and back pedal, however I am finding this difficult as my mind tends to get excited and easily distracted when I am on the leaner side.

A BODYBUILDER'S DIARY: 9 WEEKS OUT. I'm sweating. I'm tired. I cant think. I’ve missed my train. 

I am getting the ITCH to spend. This always happens to me as I get leaner.. it seems that low bodyfat goes hand in hand with buying new things... My mind is constantly racing with new things that I could be buying… This prep I will restrain myself…. But new things are sooo pretty! 

I am aware that it is my choice to compete. However that does not mean that I do not tire of the constant questioning by my peers.